Thursday, December 13, 2007
Sunday, October 28, 2007
not lonely again
ouch................................
i had a piece of my heart again.....
so fascinating..
she turn up the light of my life again...................
i had a piece of my heart again.....
so fascinating..
she turn up the light of my life again...................
Saturday, September 08, 2007
Friday, August 24, 2007
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
work-work-work
wah kerja dimalang menyenangkan....
tapi disini cuaca benar2 tidak bersahabat....
sangat memilukan tulang dan jiwa...(hekz g nyambung ya???)
tapi udara benar2 duingin banget.....
hehehehehe
tapi disini cuaca benar2 tidak bersahabat....
sangat memilukan tulang dan jiwa...(hekz g nyambung ya???)
tapi udara benar2 duingin banget.....
hehehehehe
Friday, July 20, 2007
Another Lies..Again
Sebenernya aku sudah melakukan semua apa yang dia minta.
Tapi knapa???
Semua harus berakhir dengan aku dibohongin lagi???
Apa hampir semua wanita yang dekat denganku seperti itu???
Aku kini tak tahu harus gmn lagi..
Rasanya pengen ngelakuin sesuatu, tapi aku g tau pengen apa..
Pengen nyari pelarian, tapi apa???
Aku kini cm seorang lelaki yang blank and g tau arah tujuan.
Ngapain ya????????
Tapi knapa???
Semua harus berakhir dengan aku dibohongin lagi???
Apa hampir semua wanita yang dekat denganku seperti itu???
Aku kini tak tahu harus gmn lagi..
Rasanya pengen ngelakuin sesuatu, tapi aku g tau pengen apa..
Pengen nyari pelarian, tapi apa???
Aku kini cm seorang lelaki yang blank and g tau arah tujuan.
Ngapain ya????????
Thursday, May 31, 2007
another one...hurt
Another day I felt hurt this bad...
why women always so confusing???
she promise and she didn't keep that promise...
what do you think if you are waiting someone...
while you wait she walk with another man becouse of her mother,
but she always meet you and do the romance things.
but now when the deadline was arrived,
she abort that promises and all other things....
that was so hurt.....
fuckin shiet with love ezactly.....!!!!!
why women always so confusing???
she promise and she didn't keep that promise...
what do you think if you are waiting someone...
while you wait she walk with another man becouse of her mother,
but she always meet you and do the romance things.
but now when the deadline was arrived,
she abort that promises and all other things....
that was so hurt.....
fuckin shiet with love ezactly.....!!!!!
Sunday, February 11, 2007
I just don't know what happen.....
yang happend ya happendlah......
aku cm bingung harus biang apa ma kamu n keluargamu...
smoga cinta yang pernah terjalin akan tumbuh subur dalam angan2 kita.........
sampai jumpa hatiku....aku akan selalu merindukanmu didalam hatiku....
smoga kmu bahagia dengan apa yang terjadi sekarang....
aku akan menatap jauh kedepan, smoga ada tempat berlabuh yang dapat aku singgahi....
siapapun itu, kmu, atau orang lain, yang penting pelabuhan itu dapat membuatku nyaman dan saling mencintai.......................................................................................................................................................
Wednesday, January 03, 2007
Dump Collapse
10\12\2006
what a great collapse deep in my hearth
this nigth with moon I've got crying
remain all things about you
deep inside my heart
you're my life
my live and my death
I was crying remember you
at this night I don't get any message from u
I was crazy to want to know all the things that you do
where are you
I've call your name deep inside my heart
deadly want to know how are you
there is a big thought inside my brain
I was want to ask you something
it's all about us...
if you really need your light of life
why then you not run to that light??
why you just sit in the darkness??
infact that darkness make the light getting ill
so the answer is in your mind and wiseness
just follow your heart
what is be the most important thing for your life
FAP : I need you Fy...
Fy : and I do need you too...
FAP : but "he" need me...
Fy : why?what for?
FAP : couse "he" had no power to live...
Fy : but I'm losing you that way...
FAP : I just don't want to make "his" exam failed
Fy : but "he" tread you badly...you should get over it
FAP : it's okay, I can stand with it
Fy : you can, but I can't...if you really need me, and I do need you
then why we can't be together again???
FAP : I just tread that "he" was only friends, not much only "he have the status
Fy : but I can't stand with all of this F**King S**t triangle
FAP : I promise that I will be back to you, couse you've got my hearth not "him"
Fy : just get over it quick, as soon as possible...
then I've got a story that "he" made you mad..but you just ignore what "he" did...why?
I promise if I meet him, I will give "him" a lesson to remember forever
ada kalanya aku ingin kau slalu ada disisiku,
agar aku dapat memelukmu erat,
dan memilikimu seutuhnya hanya untuk diriku sendiri.
apakah itu salah???toh katanya kita saling mencintai dan menyayangi!!!!
lalu knapa kita tidak bisa bersama????????????
what a great collapse deep in my hearth
this nigth with moon I've got crying
remain all things about you
deep inside my heart
you're my life
my live and my death
I was crying remember you
at this night I don't get any message from u
I was crazy to want to know all the things that you do
where are you
I've call your name deep inside my heart
deadly want to know how are you
there is a big thought inside my brain
I was want to ask you something
it's all about us...
if you really need your light of life
why then you not run to that light??
why you just sit in the darkness??
infact that darkness make the light getting ill
so the answer is in your mind and wiseness
just follow your heart
what is be the most important thing for your life
FAP : I need you Fy...
Fy : and I do need you too...
FAP : but "he" need me...
Fy : why?what for?
FAP : couse "he" had no power to live...
Fy : but I'm losing you that way...
FAP : I just don't want to make "his" exam failed
Fy : but "he" tread you badly...you should get over it
FAP : it's okay, I can stand with it
Fy : you can, but I can't...if you really need me, and I do need you
then why we can't be together again???
FAP : I just tread that "he" was only friends, not much only "he have the status
Fy : but I can't stand with all of this F**King S**t triangle
FAP : I promise that I will be back to you, couse you've got my hearth not "him"
Fy : just get over it quick, as soon as possible...
then I've got a story that "he" made you mad..but you just ignore what "he" did...why?
I promise if I meet him, I will give "him" a lesson to remember forever
ada kalanya aku ingin kau slalu ada disisiku,
agar aku dapat memelukmu erat,
dan memilikimu seutuhnya hanya untuk diriku sendiri.
apakah itu salah???toh katanya kita saling mencintai dan menyayangi!!!!
lalu knapa kita tidak bisa bersama????????????
????ConFuSe aGaIn
the most less happines of my life did happend.
at 15th last day....
it's the ending of my past happiness.
it came to me with nicely,
so beautiful,
so charming,
so different from usual...
I thought now it grouwn up slowly but sure...
when it came to me...my heart was so touched.
it never happend like this.
maybe becouse of I miss it too much.
maybe becouse of long time no see.
maybe becouse of the passion that been released at the same time.
or it maybe of something that belong inside of each of our heart???
But...
it hard for her to release my replacement
it's all becouse of her mother...
I don't know what to do...
she want's to get back with me,
and she told me to be nice to her mother again,
but as long as I wait for her got an exam,
she don't want to break up with my replacement...
and what I suppost to do???
Should I push to got back with her,
and broke her relation with my replacement...
or
Should I go away from her life and
let her be happy with my replacement in her life???
at 15th last day....
it's the ending of my past happiness.
it came to me with nicely,
so beautiful,
so charming,
so different from usual...
I thought now it grouwn up slowly but sure...
when it came to me...my heart was so touched.
it never happend like this.
maybe becouse of I miss it too much.
maybe becouse of long time no see.
maybe becouse of the passion that been released at the same time.
or it maybe of something that belong inside of each of our heart???
But...
it hard for her to release my replacement
it's all becouse of her mother...
I don't know what to do...
she want's to get back with me,
and she told me to be nice to her mother again,
but as long as I wait for her got an exam,
she don't want to break up with my replacement...
and what I suppost to do???
Should I push to got back with her,
and broke her relation with my replacement...
or
Should I go away from her life and
let her be happy with my replacement in her life???
Love...why so confuse???
cinta begitu menyulitkan. begitu rumit hingga aku tak tahu harus berbuat apa.
aku mencintai seseorang, namun aku telah berbuat kesalahan hingga aku harus meninggalkan dia.
kini saat keinginan kembali itu ada, dia malah membuatku sakit hati.
aku harus menunggu dalam kesakitan dengan melihat dia bersama cowoknya.
yang mana dia bilang dia tidak sayang dengan cowoknya ini, namun dia brusaha untuk membuatnya bahagia.
rasa sakit dihatiku bergejolak kencang dan membara mengetahuinya.
dia bilang dia mencintaiku, namun dia tege liat aku sakit dan malah brusaha membuat cowok itu bahagia didepanku.
malah dia sudah buat janji denganku untuk memutuskan cowok itu tgl 15 Januari, lalu aku bikin sebuah keputusan,
pada malam tahun baru 2007 dia akan kluar sama cowoknya, jika dia pulang dan sakit, maka hari itu juga dia harus putuskan cowok itu.
akan tetapi dia mengundur semua itu dan bilang kalo abis UAN...jika memang dia sayang sama aku, maka sudah sewajarnyalah dia putus dan kembali padaku, bukan seperti ini.
dalam penantian itupun aku diharapkan tidak tahu tentang privasinya.
privasinya ini adalah aku tidak boleh tahu nanti dia mau nyakiti itu cowok atau mau membahagiain itu cowok.
betapa tidak hancur hatiku.......
dia yang kucinta, dia yang kusayang, dia yang aku takut untuk kehilangannya
malah dia bersikap sebaliknya.
dia bilang sayang, dia bilang cinta
namun dia tak takut kehilanganku, dia rela mlihatku sedih dan sakit
dia malah membahagiain orang lain
tak perduli akan luka yang kualami ini.
aku harus mengerti semua perasaan dia, sedangkan dia gak mau ngerti perasaanku.
apa aku harus mengalah terus???apa akan seperti ini sampai nikah nanti???
bukankah seorang laki-laki tiu yang memimpin???
bukankah seorang wanita itu harus turut apa kata lelakinya???
aku mencintai seseorang, namun aku telah berbuat kesalahan hingga aku harus meninggalkan dia.
kini saat keinginan kembali itu ada, dia malah membuatku sakit hati.
aku harus menunggu dalam kesakitan dengan melihat dia bersama cowoknya.
yang mana dia bilang dia tidak sayang dengan cowoknya ini, namun dia brusaha untuk membuatnya bahagia.
rasa sakit dihatiku bergejolak kencang dan membara mengetahuinya.
dia bilang dia mencintaiku, namun dia tege liat aku sakit dan malah brusaha membuat cowok itu bahagia didepanku.
malah dia sudah buat janji denganku untuk memutuskan cowok itu tgl 15 Januari, lalu aku bikin sebuah keputusan,
pada malam tahun baru 2007 dia akan kluar sama cowoknya, jika dia pulang dan sakit, maka hari itu juga dia harus putuskan cowok itu.
akan tetapi dia mengundur semua itu dan bilang kalo abis UAN...jika memang dia sayang sama aku, maka sudah sewajarnyalah dia putus dan kembali padaku, bukan seperti ini.
dalam penantian itupun aku diharapkan tidak tahu tentang privasinya.
privasinya ini adalah aku tidak boleh tahu nanti dia mau nyakiti itu cowok atau mau membahagiain itu cowok.
betapa tidak hancur hatiku.......
dia yang kucinta, dia yang kusayang, dia yang aku takut untuk kehilangannya
malah dia bersikap sebaliknya.
dia bilang sayang, dia bilang cinta
namun dia tak takut kehilanganku, dia rela mlihatku sedih dan sakit
dia malah membahagiain orang lain
tak perduli akan luka yang kualami ini.
aku harus mengerti semua perasaan dia, sedangkan dia gak mau ngerti perasaanku.
apa aku harus mengalah terus???apa akan seperti ini sampai nikah nanti???
bukankah seorang laki-laki tiu yang memimpin???
bukankah seorang wanita itu harus turut apa kata lelakinya???
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