myLife

myLife



i don't know what about to write, but

I have a confused Life that I had to run within

I'am a man who lose everything good in my entire life

first of all I lose my lovely girl,

and now on just a few of time she had my replacement

with terrible excuses, anyway I had to survive

she said that the replacement boy

is to erase me from her life

but I thingk that not an excuse...



many poems said that

"love doesn't have to be together, but to see she is happy"

if that so I will release her wisely....



but many of another girl extremely came in to my life

did this is the path from God for me to survive???

if that so I have to thanks to God for the path...



did I got wrong if I had her in my heart???



some time I miss she call me "ndut",

I miss her touch,

I miss her smile,

I miss her smells,



anyway I had to forget her completely...



I don't know what really happend to my live...

there is one girl that came to my live,

she is so attractive girl...

but I don't really know my feeling with her...

and I do have go out with her sometimes...

she is so cheerfull girl

till now I still don't know what to do with her...

what I suppost to do to fill my heart???



at the dark of night, I had a message from a mysterious girl

she said that she know me from "Friendster"

and that night she wants me to be her boyfriends...

what I suppost to do???

I don't really know her, I never see her in my life

till now I still don't know her face...



what path I suppost to do???



do I have to choose between two girls???

or I have to go out with both of them???